16.12.2009 , a guy named muhammad haszryl bin mohd hashim proposed me . we've been friend since mid of 2009 . many things we shared . i found that he was awesome , and sweet . he did many things that not even 1 guy ever done to me (: i appreciate that . we've been through many crisis but at last we found that we're really care about each other . same as other guy do , he also did it . its about HEART . i didnt count how many times he broke my heart because i know he didnt meant it . but today , i dont know why my heart stop to pump and just 1 thing that are in my mind
' roses are red , violet are blue .
this is the day , i will stop loving you '
huhhhhhhhhhhhh . i cant do that because its really hard than what i thought .
to pretend you didnt loe someone is the hardest thing to do . i cant lie my heart . maybe he can , but sorry i cant :(
i've tried and im sick of it . i just hope he'll be there when i need him but yahh he had never be there . and for whatever i've done , he'll never try to persuade me or cheer me up . its WORSE . maybe he did but i didnt get it . i dont know what have i done to you . im sorry for my sister's bad and rude attitude . you know about her ryte . but you didnt even try to said something . i was alone and LONELY . i need someone :(
its ok . i know you were too busy with your training . i understand :)
i know who i am and who i am to you by what happened just now . thank you for every sinlge thing you did . you are the best nightmare ever happened to me . i ♥ you , im sorry for my misbehaviour . you know me for the pasr 11-months . you should know me better . but today , you broke my heart :(
