16 . february 2011 .

to give me all your love is all i ever asked . throw my hand on a blade , i'd jump in front of a train for ya , i would go through all this pain . YES , I WOULD DIE FOR YOU . happy 14th months shorties ;D iloveyou , u know that too much

spm :|

ya allah , kenapa dengan aku ni :( tak phm bahasa ke ? kan dia busy ! kau kena laa phm dinaaa oiii !!! lebih baik kau focus spm dari dok fikir benda yang buat aku kadang2 sedih and sakit hati :) yeahhhh , tapi aku tak bolehhhhh . i cant get him off my mind :| oh my godddddd , is this the sign of MISSING HIM ? OH NOOOOOOOOOOO DINA , YOURE IN TROUBLE ! tak slh rindu dia , tp aku tau dia sibuk , aku tak nak kacau dia , hah . tgk , tpup pun tak boleh . aku nk tpup kan asyik hujan je :( huuuuuhh . hujan rahmat laa katakan . hari2 mandi hujan (: besttttttttttttt ! ada tak ubat untuk hilang kan perasaan ni ? pls2 i need it . *desperately :PP
aku nk off handphone boleh ? mulut mmg kata nak , tp hati kata tak boleh :\ hows that ! haihh . :) ----> dlm senyum ini , ada tangisan seorang insan yg terluka . pilu itu kdg2 buat aku menangis . letih tidak bermaya , rasa terkilan . . kau yg ku puja kini hmmm ntah :'(( . kau , aku syg . aku ni ? ditinggal ? kalau aku tahu siksa bagini , tidak aku menyayangi mu . pilu resah di hati ini mcm mana aku nk delete ? maaf lah kalau aku buat aku sakit hati . mmg AKU MAKSUD KAN :) sayuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
aku nak fokus spm , tp aku tak boleh lupakan kau . phm ? :( sbb tu sesibuk mana pun aku , aku still ada kan masa utk txt kau . walau sekejap , kdg2 tak tidur aku -.-

:| speechless

huh . mmg 1 keluhan berat + besar . aku sgt penat , tak lrt letih melayan kerenah2 org sekelilng . tidak perlu disebut namanya , org yg knl rpt gdn aku mst tahu sapa aku maksudkan . aku rasa sgt terkongkong dgn kehadiran dia . namun , aku kena jugak terima apa saja kehendak nya , haihhhhh . -_________________-
aku kene kuat demi krs , tak nak aku tgk krs jatuh disebabkan dia , and PASUKAN BERUNIFORM-NYA!! :( apeke jadah nye , setakat exco meeting pun nk kena ada cikgu ? pffftt , kitaorg bukan small kids k ! tlg la wei , aku dah 5 tahun dgn krs , tak pernah aku rasa nk nangih dsbbkan KAU!!!!! anyhow , dayah , thanks bg semangat . kita aku buktikan sama2 k . and dont let anyone ambik kita punya PIALAAAAAAAAAA . rindu pn loh , pn zee , and pn zarith :) i choose not to talk more sbb aku tak ada mood . jgn tny aku kenapa aku tak tulis abt him mcm post yg lain2 . sorry . sakit hati . sedih . :'( and tyra , i want you to know , i misssssssss u a lotttttt bro ♥

dinadumbbbbb .

huh . u got the smile that can light up the world , i cant forgive myself for what ive done to you . i know it deep in my heart . ure the only one i need . haihhh . tak tau nk ckp apa dah . sorry , ive deleted my fb . soon , blog ni pun aku nk delete . it will make u happy ryte . dah lah . pnt bye

2010 - 2011

the old dina that you knew had died ! please stop bothering me . i need you , yes i do but it just make sense if i said that u dont need me . u were too busy . or , hmmmm maybe im not for u . :( u are too perfect for me . i didnt understand u aite . i am being me , the real DINA . im sorry , off chau
*not in my mood

school reopen

3rd jan 2011 , the day that i'll be in form 5 at smconvent ipoh . its hard and i know ive waste too much time hanging around when i was in form 4 . i can honestly say that ive learn nothing about CHEMISTRY . we've changed chemist teacher trice in a year . how amazing 4 cemp was rite XD . i thought chemist was interesting , well it is but only when experiment time . HAHA . and for that reason also me and nina only enter chemist class when theres experiment (: . we were too busy with KRS matters . huh . its SPM year :\ i havent decide yet where i want to go after the spm or what i want to do coz theres nothing in my mind right now . everything sounds boringgg~ . im only interested in engineering although many people said to me that people whom took out engineering has no life :\ . so , i must study hard and achieve what i want and thus make my parents proud of me (: . as usual , 1st day of school everyone will wear new clothes , shoes , bags and everything else and so do i . new year is around the corner , but i guess im already the new me (: . im a big girl and a big girl dont cry HAHAHH . i found my new deskmate already that is SIFA . well , i proposed her to be my deskmate next year and i dont want to sit at the back coz all i will see is PEOPLES HEAD instead of the WHITEBOARD . i havent do krs demonstration , find replacement for exco board 2010/2011 . haihhhh .

quiz that i do and sometimes it was TRUE (:

you act like how old person :

You are a kid at heart. You never quite really grew up. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. Playful and fun, you bring a lighthearted attitude to every part of life. You're a little irresponsible, but your charm makes up for it (in most cases)!

*aiyakkkk -__________________-

when i will get married ? (: HAHAHA :

25 years old . You will find love after you graduate college. You two will live happily ever after .

which lady gaga songs are me ? :

eh eh nothing else i can say . (: You're a delicate flower. Cute, free spirited, fun. But, inside is a rebel trying to come out. A self-conflicted little monster is what we have here! You try to get along with everyone, but if a relationship doesn't work out, it doesn't upset you to call it quits. As long as you are happy, everything is just great .

what kind of SOLDIER are me ? :

PRIVATE . You are a beginner. You have alot to learn soldier.

what will my kids name be ? :

mason is loyal and cute just like u . LOL =="

happy birthday dinaa :D

happy birthday to me (:
thanks for everyone who wished me HAHA . sorry if u cant post to my wall its due to privacy KAHKAHKAH . inbox aku penuh dgn msg sorry if ada yang aku tak reply . bnyk sgt notification -.- btw , TAHNIAH SBB BERJAYA JADI THE 1ST YANG WISH ME RIGHT ON 12.01 AM . mokmok , ilysssssm ♥

on the other side , yeah . big thanks to intan suria , athirah arif , nina kamal . they took me by suprises (: oh god . pfffttt *lain kali nk dgt bagutau lerr HAHA . dala dgn bwk telur and flour nye , cuak aku tahu tak ==" grrr^^ . ily much brooo .

lg 1 story . HAHA . im so not in a good mood on my birthday :( . my sister didnt even text or wish me . but yet , she scolded me oh my gucci . nvm , i have my godsis who will always be there when i need her *zalila azrina :)

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kenapa hari ni ramai yang tanya alamat aku ? tyra and nina (:
heh . papelah . tomorrow im leaving ipoh :'( its my big day but i cant celebrate with my BRO'S ♥ sokay . abt another one , malas nak cakap lah . one thing i want him to know , HE'S CANGED , A LOT :(

excitement

TOMORROW IS THE DAY ! wow , it had been A YEAR (:
i ♥ ♥ ♥ youuuu

ears to hear

15 more days to go >.<
yehaaaaaaa , another 19 more days and i'll get older . oh my goshhh :) . i cant wait . bro finish his exam on 20th of dec the next day is my birthday and my dad said that we're going to PENANG . urghhhhh . again !

ANOTHER PART OF THE STORY :

tyra , u are going to move . hmm , i hate this part but i know i have to accept this . its okayy bro . you promise me you will send me an angel that looks like you right . please send me one :) HAHAHA . many things i shared with you , you're my shoulder to cry on and you always be there when i was down . i really appriciate that friends . you will surely miss your PAMCIT bro ♥ i am repeating the same song that you dedicated to me and our bro's :') . you've been such a GOOD FRIEND , BRO . goodbye to you my trusted friends :'( . im so gonna miss you a lot , braceyy angel

look around yourselves

look around yourselves , cant you see this wonder ? spread infront of you , the clouds floating by the skies are clear and blue , planets in the orbits the moon and the sun , such perfect harmony lets start question in ourselver , isnt this proof enough for me ? or am i so blind to push it all aside . NO ! i just have to open my eyes and hearts and minds , if i just look bright to see the signs . i cant keep hiding from the truth , let it take us by suprise . take me in the best way , guide me every single day , keep me close to you until the end of time . look inside yourselves , such a perfect order hiding in yourselves , running in your veins , what about anger love and pain and all the things you're feelings . can you touch them with you hand ? so , are they really there ? lets start quetion in ourselves , isnt this proof enough for me ? or am i so blind to push it all aside .
NO ! when a baby born , so helpless and weak and you're watching me growing . so , why deny ? whats in front of your eyes ? the biggest miracle of life . you created everything , i raise my hands and forever i thank you (:

today my aunt have to go to beruas idk why . my brother is having his SPM D: while others are working as well so i am home alone . weeeeeeee . at first i hate it maybe bcs im a bit coward (: but as i grow up things are getting okay and back to normal so i stay at home , alone just like a good girls do :) HAHAHHH

again and again :PP

so , heres this boy . the only one that can make me feels nervous and happy at the same time . whenever im with him , i feel complete . i feel loved ♥ and cherished . it scares me to be with anyone else except him . he's my life , my lovee , my everything . there's no one i would rather be with in this whole world , no matter how long i lived :) . i know it hasnt been long . but i cant stop thinking about you . you've got the cutest smile :) . and eyes that can shine like a star . and words that could brighten up anybody's day .

lovie dovie hovie :)

i ♥ batman forever :)



this is my BATMAN <3 yohooooo



HAHA . he will get mad if he knows i uploaded this picture . its funny . HAHAHA .



GARFIELD <3 this huge fat cat are very lazy and so do him :)
so i called him garfield :PP


HAHAHAHA . thankyou for wasting your time seeing those pictures :)